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why .... ?

gimme the higher strenght for me ya Allah... i'm confused... do take all these feeing back ya Allah...

AM I...?

I believe in your fate, Ya Allah.. gimme some strength go to through all of this... am i able to finish it ? 😢

RINDU

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Lemme introduce them to this blog, my second family. "you won't appreciate the moment, until it becomes a memory"  the moment that i miss the most is schooltime, school friends & school family i love them to the fullest Thank you guys for amazing 2 years. semoga kalian berjaya, bahagia dunia akhirat 💝 chemistry experiment (giant toothpaste ) PRU's night. we're having barbeque at Atong's house last raya together in school  our last formal class photo outdoor graduation day's photo indoor graduation day's photo our last BI class our last BM class our last physics class and last class during spm

HIM

A loner as same as me. i fall for him. a senior that extremely nerd. kind-hearted person. got a lot of chemistry between us. today, we go for a jog together. suddenly, i fell down & my knee got wound. that 'feeling' comes, even worst ya Allah, if he is not meant for me please take this feeling back from my heart.. i just want to be happy, i don't want to attach with those sadness that makes me become an ungrateful person. Z 

BERSEORANGAN. . .

kadangkala rasa kejam... kadangkala rasa benar... adakah salah sekiranya merasakan diri ini betul ? i love to set myself alone... bagi aku, ia amat menenangkan.. hal ini kerana, selepas apa yang pernah berlaku.. aku cukup serik untuk memulakan sesuatu yang baru... aku takut untuk berkenalan rapat dengan seseorang...yang baru.... perbuatan ini salah kah ? __________________________________________________________________________ almost 2 months, i'm in matrics... i'm afraid to put my trust on humans.. like even now, dah beberapa bulan sekali, kadang TER-rasa menyesal menjadi rapat dengan beberapa individu.. ia membuatkan ku berkata pada diri "betul, aku tak patut memulakan apa-apa..i'm better be alone" tapi, that moment aku berkata itu, aku rasa aku berdosa... aku lupa yang takdir tuhan itu lebih baik "Allah temukan kita dengan sesuatu ada hikmahnya" tiada lain yang dapat memujuk diri ini dengan bersangka baik dengan tuha...