DISTANCE . . .

after broke up,

ada seorag hamba Allah ni..datang

munculkan diri dia..

he's too kind .

he always be there for me.

during my ups & downs

laugh and tears.

he did made the jokes about his feeling towards me.

he was crush on meh 👀

both of us baru break up.

both hati tengah barai.

a few months berlalu, 

'that' feeling appear.

not reach at the level of love yet.

untuk di jadikan cerita,

we got something yang macam boleh masuk lah.

so that's why rapat.

i wish that he could come again in the future, but please not today.

our condition quite not stable..

kadang okay, kadang tak. sebab yah, dah rapat ni..perangai khinzir masing-masing memang keluar.

semoga keakraban itu terus menerus.

because of rapat,
now, even tho sehari tak contact..
rasa hilang..

boleh rasa yang hilang kawan ni lagi pedih dari break up.
yes, my past was extremely hurt.
but, that piggy came with blooms.
tiba-tiba zasss hilang .
rasa macam "whutt"

so, since i knew my ownself...
a person yang easy to fall...
i need to start distance myself from him...
tak nak sampai terlalu berharap..
well, Allah ada untuk jaga.

yes, about jodoh..
i really don't want to think.
tiring.
lagi pun, jauh lagi perjalanan...

tapi yah...
Allah ambil yang lama tu sebab Allah nak ganti yang lagi jauh baik.
sesungguhnya manusia itu bisa berubah sekelip mata.
belum apa-apa yang lama tu Allah dah twist.
sungguh aku bersyukur.
SUNGGUH , semua yang berlaku ada hikmahnya..
alhamdulillah...

semoga Allah terus membimbinginku..

take care <3