PINJAMAN . . .

Allah sent him for reasons.

Allah took him back also for reasons.

how short Allah pinjamkan dia..

mungkin, that time Allah didn't want me to feel so lonely..

so, Allah sent him..

he is such a funny guy, friendly, simple, easy to make friend..

at the same point, Allah took for a while all my friends..

but now, Allah give back them for me..

maybe for prep to further study ? 

and...

Allah took him back..

Alhamdulillah...glad to know him..

well, everything started a few weeks after i broke up..

we did DM-ing on IG. 

i did start the conversation..

i approached him just because of he pet the unique pets...

otter, squirrel..blabla

kebetulan, i broke up with my ex ON THE SAME DATE with him. 

he also broke up on the same date with me..

which was 3.1.19...

fast foward, we're getting closer.

we did exchanged a lot of interest together,

he always be there with me

through my ups & downs

that's really made me felt comfortable with him..

that's the reason why i didn't noticed the feeling came...

few days back, i realized the way he treat me quite different..

kinda hurt 😖😂😂

then i found that he was like having something back with his ex gf..

my instinct was, they're get back..

well i'm not mistaken...

they did..

he did uturn to his ex..

kinda sad.

we nearly in relationship..

but, both of us afraid of losing each other..

well, aku dah dapat jangka this case would happend pada one of us >.<

and..

i did admit that i can't promise anything..especially, happiness..

so i'm glad that he be with the he love & the one that coukd make him happy ? 

inshaAllah...

i'm happy for him..

my little joy is, i realized that i really love to see people that i loved are happy. 

it makes me calm..

THANK YOU TO YOU 🌹

best of luck in your life...

<3