HANG ON . . .

why ...
when everything 'back' as before ...
i became nearly like before me..
but, there's slightly difference when i am more aware with my action than before...

since i'm broke last night...
mujur hari ini hari cuti...
i lost my mood ..

ya Allah...help me
help me to go through all this..
guide me in study...make sure, i'm not lost from my study...

i tried to distance myself from him...
since woke up late for today ...
i think it will take sometime for everything fall back into it places...

i don't know why,
tuhan bagaikan minta aku 'hang-on' dari membuat keputusan yang melulu pada hari ini...

mungkin, sepedih-pedih hati aku mengharunginya...
pedih lagi jiwa eseorang ang memerlukan bahu sekiranya aku terus pergi..
mungkin itu lebih penting ?
itu kmbali rujuk kpad definisi masing-masing jua..

dalam kekecewa aku tengah menahan..
malam tadi, sempat call..

still,
he still needs his bestfriend to comfort him before sleep..
even, when i heard it..
i'm in pain..
before of the name of HOPES !

know your place zulaika...
_______________________________________________________________________
later, cerah...
i will go bck to home
and
may i can enjoy every moment of it...
untuk

menenangkan minda
perjalanan menaiki train...
untuk menimba pengalaman dan kenangan...


bismillah..